no!

i did not MIA!

im just busy tired n lazy to blog!

working n supper-ing is my this 2 weeks life.

shit!

gonna gain weight frm all those suppers!

-.-

wat happened had really happened.

my careless mistake?

ppl sabo me?

i really dont noe.

god noes.

can i treat as the case is closed?

21july...

dwi n erik..

my centrepoint indo crews went back indo le.

im off so i went to send them off.

us!

the fun cute n lovely them!

cath, yq n me!

there are oso times tat mgrs dont behave like mgrs!

=D

crazy girls crazy taking photos with the airport trolley!!

erik n dwi.

u guys will always be rmb by me.

hope u guys are doing fine.

take care n all the best ya!

(:

i spent time with my dear too!

went shopping with him.

he shopped not me!

LOL!

having dinner with him.

gg out tgt with his friends listening to their conversations.

HAHA!!

k lahh!

till den~

(:

today half day work for me.

went hiring for 4hrs.

just afraid he will consider as my OIL.

if yes shit him upside down ahh.

bloody calculative boss!

-.-

bad news!

bad newss!!

BAD NEWSS~!!!

y no good news for me?!!

i really feel paiseh.

i really feel very bad.

how will ppl look at me now?

y does this always happen to me?

when i feel i had reached the top.

one mistake will made me fell all the way down.

至少我问心无愧.

i agree wat lai told me.

"only god knows"

hais.

i will be keep on thinking abt this issue till found out the truth.

but when will the truth be out?

no one noes...

so feel like singing when mood is not good.

k box anyone?

today is just my 3rd off day of the mth.

damn pathetic right?!!

im sure most working ppl are gg to hit their 5th off day of the mth.

stupid freaking bloody hell schedule!

"YES BOSS IM DAMN TIRED WORKING 5 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!"

i dont mind working 5 consecutive days.

but at least aft tat 5 days give me 2 off days lah!

seriously shit!

im tired!

-.-

i wonder y this kind of shit happens when i transfer to a new store.

i dont have this kind of prob during my 1yr 8mths 15days at marina.

den my 1st mth at cp i got it once.

den now my 1st mth at scp i got it again.

this time worst.

got it when i attached to hee.

wtf right!

i wana go pray pray le!

seriously..

i hope nth goes wrong.

if not another bad impression.

i dont want!!

-.-

y jenn got to choose not to go scp?

she can choose to go fg instead.

y cant i?

she chose fg coz there got 3 filipinos?

den they can build their gang there?

argh!!

i just find it so fucking unfair lor!

i oso dont want to go scp.

in fact.

i dont wana get transferred out!

i vent my anger on haffis.

and he asked me to stop it!

hais!

-.-

if got chance i wana ask louise abt it.

aft jenn told me abt tat.

im kind of not very friendly towards her alr.

y not she just keep the secret to herself n not let me noe?

at least i wont feel how im feeling now.

hais!

till den~

(:

its been a week im at scape.

im kind of happier.

coz i felt more relaxed working there.

(:

not very busy.

n the thing i love most is the crews there are more dependable, reliable and they are really responsible committed in their work.

esp the crew leaders there.

that are those crew leaders that i expected.

they are really into their job.

i see none like them before.

i felt less stress as the crew leaders will help me to run the shift too.

im not the only one who is cracking brain.

(:

shit does happens when i dont expect.

transferring to a new store.

they need my help to organize the inventory system as they got no inventory mgr since store open 2mths ago.

yes i admit im committed, im a workaholic.

i want to do the best to prove myself.

isnt it wrong to do tat?

just transferred to another store.

yes i do miss my ppl.

since its just 5mins away, y cant i go over n talk to them?

wats wrong with it?

life is not only abt myself n work.

i still got my circle of friends ard me.

spending fair bit of time talking with them sharing among ourselves wat happened n wats gg on with us.

isnt this how life shld be?

its kind of hurtful saying he dont understand wat i wanted n i dont noe wats he's thinking.

i cant convince him my thinkings n he's thinkings dont convince me too.

i dont noe wat to say.

how can i change his mindset?

or its better not to do tat?

我很烦啊!

30june2010 marked my last day at mcd centrepoint aft 1yr1.5mths.

i did said i dont feel sad.

but i felt the sadness few days b4 the day comes.

IM SAD!

:(

unlike marina.

not all of them noes im transferring until the last day.

i did not took pics with all of my crews.

the feel is just diff.

pics with just these few..

was clearing my phole...

:(

my dearest mgrs.

love all!

baby g PINK watch.

gift from all of them.

thanks ar n yq for choosing.

damn happy tat i own another PINK stuff.

:)

love it!